"i am a slave"

Written: 7th February 2021

Collection "my head" piece 16

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I have no control over myself anymore.

You pull the strings in my life.

I’m losing myself.

Now I only see the black.

I want to give up.

I don’t know how to live without you.

I don’t know if you make me happy.

I don’t know how it feels to feel anymore.

I only feel numb.

I only feel the never-ending darkness.

I don’t know love anymore.

I beg you!

Make me feel something!

I am a slave.

I am your slave.

I only breathe for you.

But my throat is tightening.

It is not opening again.

It is not working anymore.

And I finally don’t

Want.

It to.